A reflective day – whether or not you want it to be.
Here I am. 59. A strange number that feels too high, and doesn’t feel like it fits me, but I guess it doesn’t know what it feels like to be 59. So this is it.
At least it appears to be…. but I still have complete ownership over what I want it to develop to be… I want to heal our relationship more than anything else in the world.. I miss you all of the time – more than 50% of my life is wrapped up in incredible memories with you or of us.

I’m hoping you will still unblock me today. I hope with all I have that you will send me a loving text. I hope you will tell me what you need to so I can ensure you have it and we repair what has hurt us.

If not, today. then tomorrow. Hopefully soon after. My heart is so very broken. Tell me what you need.