{"id":1896,"date":"2011-03-28T19:56:05","date_gmt":"2011-03-29T03:56:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/?p=1896"},"modified":"2011-03-28T19:56:05","modified_gmt":"2011-03-29T03:56:05","slug":"feeling-so-close-to-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/?p=1896","title":{"rendered":"Feeling so close to you"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I woke you up this morning with a tender, &#8220;Sweetheart? It&#8217;s time to get up for school.&#8221;  Without skipping a beat you responded with your eyes still closed, &#8220;I&#8217;m not going to school today.&#8221;  I cracked up laughing! <\/p>\n<p>I feel so close to you right now &#8211; we sing together, dance together, laugh together and really talk together.  Today&#8217;s conversation on the way to school was about different people&#8217;s &#8220;cultures&#8221; and what that means.  We talk about how to love everyone and how we are called to respond to those who seem a bit harder to love at first &#8211; and you totally live that!  (Not all the time, but you can tell it really matters to you that you try hard.)<\/p>\n<p>We were talking yesterday about Native Americans, and the difference between &#8220;Indians&#8221; and Native Americans.  You said, &#8220;They were mean, right Mama?&#8221;  I responded sort of shocked and confused and said, &#8220;Why would you say that?&#8221;  You didn&#8217;t have an answer, so I explained that we were the mean ones.  That they were living here in the Americas, and we came over and took their homes from them &#8211; their land from them.  That we hurt them in wars and pushed many of them out &#8211; unkindly and unfairly.  You got tears in your eyes as you listened intently to every word.  You responded shakily, &#8220;Mama, if I was in a war, I would never hurt anyone.  And I would let them keep there own land.&#8221;  &#8220;I know Baby.&#8221;  And then I explained why it is so important to know our history and the mistakes we made so we can be really aware and conscious about not making them again.  After a pause, you said &#8220;Mama, can you change the music. This song is making me sad.&#8221;  I hugged you, changed the song, and we talked about something else.<\/p>\n<p>Daddy Jim was gone for the past few days, and so you and I slept together.  It was a very sweet time &#8211; you would fall asleep holding my arm and usually having your little feet on my thigh.  We watched some of a movie on Sunday before we went for a hike, and you just laid right on top of me like I was your big pillow.  <\/p>\n<p>Then we went for our hike with Macy at Ellison and had a BALL!  Climbing trees, getting stuck in mud, climbing the sand hill, falling down (I mean hiking down) the steep other side, grabbing on to small trees as we came screaming\/sliding down the hill &#8211; laughing so hard the whole time!!  It was cold and sunny and wonderful.<\/p>\n<p>I love you Baby Girl!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I woke you up this morning with a tender, &#8220;Sweetheart? It&#8217;s time to get up for school.&#8221; Without skipping a beat you responded with your eyes still closed, &#8220;I&#8217;m not going to school today.&#8221; I cracked up laughing! I feel so close to you right now &#8211; we sing together, dance together, laugh together and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1896"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1896"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1896\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1897,"href":"https:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1896\/revisions\/1897"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1896"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1896"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.littleraz.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1896"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}